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E&M is over. *sniffs* I have to say that for the hardest physics ever, it actually wasn't that hard. Must be the psychological preparation that I had since the beginning of the year and my telling myself not to be intimidated by it. And thus, I passed E&M with my best physics mark so far (having completed all science physics: NYA, NYB, and NYC!) Hoorah! Mr. Assaf is le awesome. w00t! And my E&M class too! <3
Je n'aime pas cet semestre. Pkoi? Because I no longer have classes to skip. :( Lessee, I had linear, bio, and spanish where I skipped like 40% of my classes. Actually for bio, I only showed up for labs and 10% of the actual classes because Louie and Stacey were there. Yay for Shanta's incompetency. Actually, I don't think any of the bio teachers are competent so long as they use power point. Pfft. What's sad about those classes is that I skipped them the most and those were my highest marks. ;_; Whereas E&M, I tried my butt off and still ended up with a 64 on one test. (Got 95 on the next one, take that! :P) Sigh, what a good third semester... I will missiles you. q_q
This semester, I got Engineering Physics, Cal III and Astrophysics. I can't skip engineering physics, cause skipping physics is a no-no. Cal III, Dubrovsky's notes kick ass (don't take Graham... EVER! That 20$ for course change was WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOORTH it) and just being in Cal class gets me excited cause I love math. Astro would be the class that I could skip except Nadim is too cool and Astro class makes me happy so I can't skip that either. So that leaves... English, Hum and French, which have a 6 class skip and you fail, so that sucks. And thus, Sandy has a semester where she can't skip class. Oh noes! D-:
Aiya, I haven't been on the compy for so long that my 5 hr stay has gotten my eyes dreafully tired. See how much this semester sucks? Oh shit, there's also university apps to do!!! x_x I think after 2 weeks of engineering physics, I realized how much I DON'T want to go into engineering. Sure, I'll pass it. And I'm sure to do well in university in whatever program I choose. So when it comes down to it... it's up to what I ENJOY, which makes me very lucky because I realize not everybody can get into anything they want. And I'm one of those lazy bums that gets to choose anything (minus the whole dentistry, pre-med, crazy programs that I don't give a damn about). I'm so lazy. So the program that I'm pretty keen on taking is... *drumrolls* Computer Science with Mathematics. Now Concordia or McGill? I don't know. I really like Concordia. It's cheaper, the building's really noice and I just always wanted to be in there. McGill, I've never been inside of. -_-() To me, I don't need a name in the future. Just like I don't need Marianopolis to make me feel prestigious (and cramped, and competitive and stinking of sweaty non-wearing-deoderant asians). I think I'll go and check out the campus one day by bugging Brian during one of his breaks. ^_^
Am I excited about university? Of course I am! Who wouldn't be? I'm growing and I need to start something new to make me grow even more. However, I will miss cegep trumendously. I love cegep. The independence. The freedom. The people I've met. The things I've learned. I'm lazy, yes. But I love to learn. Especially what interests me. The immense amount of knowledge that almost makes my head explode is overwhelming but at the same time absolute bliss. I am such a geek. But a proud geek who doesn't care what anybody says because this is me, this is who I am, and who I want to be. And nobody can change that.
Hm, it's almost v-day. And that reminds me of how long it's been. 3 years and 1 month! Holy smokes. When I ask people how long their rela has been, I get like few weeks.... 6 months... 1 year and something... And I'm like "Whoa, that's so sh long!" Haha, 6 months IS long. I'm just a fossil. *laughs* How do I describe it? It's going fine. Not great at the moment, but it's still going strong. Just two nights ago, there were tears of pain, of hardships but we got through it. He said yesterday that it felt like it was the first time we've kissed, held each other and touched after that night. It felt like I died and was reborn again and I don't blame him. It's my fault. I'm not going to hope for anything like that we stay together forever and ever. That's not something hope can fulfill. It's something that the both of us must work on. So yea...
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